You are always in my mind in my soul, my eyes think about you. Yes my eyes think about you. My mind is not in my control. I don't know what happened to me, why I have been in this state. May be no one know this, even I am not too. People says this is madness but few say this is love. I don't know who is right and who is wrong. But this could not be love. I never ever think about you like this. This is true that we played together in childhood. We went to school in same bus. Eat together and some time fight to each other. We grown up but we were living still in our childhood.One day you came and told me that you are leaving. Leaving me... I was shocked to hear this. My eyes were just looking at you. Your words were so astonishing for me. Unbelievable state. I just hold nearest wall to make my self stable and give you smile and ask a simple question. ''When you will be back than?'' Your answer was very short and simple, ''I don't know'', and you move forward. Till long while my eyes follow you and you just disappeared. I came back to my room and stand in front of mirror and ask to my self ''what's going on with me.'' There was no answer. I just fell down on bed. Cried a lot, my pillow was wet. After few while there was silence in me as after any thunder storm. I collect my self and said ''he will be back''. My this believe gave me help to stable myself and now this is my strong believe. that he will be back. If I have something for him in my heat in my mind, than for sure he will have something same as I have. And now... I look forward to the door from where you walked away. I am sure you will be back, one day. Yes! One day you will be here with me. I am waiting for you.
